When I meet @Jestan_moloch I was on a path of self destruction. I was a lost soul living on the top side alone. I gambled with the Devil and lost, My family, my friends everything I ever cared about was taken away one by one. I roamed the earth surface alone, taking my anger out on the innocent. Not fully knowing what I had done to myself. I's wake up everyday and ask myself who are you? A demon who was once a loving caring person, Someone who would give the shirt off her back and give away her last dollar. All that went out the window when I meet him, Jestan. My Savor. He found me even though I walked into his life with intent to kill. He has made me feel like my human self. I smile love and laugh, I also kill but thats just part of this new life. Together we have started building a family, a life one better then I could have ever dreamed.